Accused!

09-11-16

She felt like she was kneeling in front of the courtroom full of shadows accusing her as the heart breaker. No faces clear, they were just vague black shadows threatening her, asking for justice to be done. In midst of the crowd, she was all alone to face them. And all of sudden she heard a familiar rhythm of footsteps approaching as the silhouettes made way clear for him. She woke up the moment screaming when that outline of man tried to stab her. It was just another nightmare as she tried soothing herself; her throat had been parched while the beads of sweat glistened on her face even in that dark coldness of night. The harsh reality had struck her bluntly this time. Some unpaid debts unfurled as soon as she started scrutinizing that nightmare again. It was high time to take out her diaries from safe to evaluate more, truth stayed exposed in them from years. Page after page she continued reading realizing they deserved it. Those shadows deserved to be destructed by vengeance of her false loving or they might have destroyed the lives of uncountable ones like her who suffered mutely. Every one tried to change her accordingly to them; she had always been the need. She had been the solution to each of their own problems, making lose her own identity hiding her behind cloaks of their desire. Present of them astounded her, as they all wanted her back at some or other point in their lives. She smiled at irony, once you owe valuable you never respect it until it is totally lost. She had left already reached a destination far beyond their chains of selfishness. She stood no longer guilty there.  
P.S.: Unrevealing the cruel reality is crucial sometimes.

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