She Was Never Mine!

As soon as he opened the door for her, his friends surrounded her lifting her up. They were finally glad to see her back by his side; she was the only hope of theirs to save him. His brother stood at last waiting for her to approach him, he kissed her forehead on her very first word of her”Brother!”
He was standing aside watching her as she owned the room to hers. That was her, heartbeat of his every night, day, his every work, his every party, his happiness, his tears, she was his everything. She never belonged to him and he was still hers. She finally had agreed to meet him after exactly, 3 months and 20 nights. He knew whatever way he tried hiding his red swollen eyes she would be aware of those anyway. No one ever understood him better than her. She knew him beyond his own soul. Rhythm of her footsteps was still the same; the only thing was her heart has changed. It had no place for him like the times before. The only place his eyes stopped were at her lips; they had a deep blissful curve which never had existed before. It took only a second for him to notice that the girl who never had surrendered her heart to anyone has been totally and deeply in love with someone now. He looked in the rear mirror to see her eyes this time; they seemed to miss that someone. He was so contented to see her again, her smile, her eyes, her curls, that faint delicate smell of her which still intoxicated him. Though he was no more reason to her beams, he was still cheerful to see her so happy.
He took her hand and lead her to the dance floor, “Awwwww”,”Touchwood” interrupted music like old times. He stopped at Bro’s words, “They look perfect together.” He picked up the guitar, tuning it started playing a beautiful track singing along. But unless like old times she was absent from the room, he saw through the glass knowing she would be standing under stars in that drizzle. Rain always had been her first love. Tonight one thing was different along with her glass of wine, her phone was also constantly in her hands.
Leaving her beside friends he went outside near the table where she had left her phone. He typed her old password. “Error.” He causally shouted,” your password please.” She responded without hesitation. He knew it was wrong going through her personal stuff but all of sudden it was just necessary for him to know the reasons behind her elegant smiles. He clicked on gallery; he got all his answers there. And this time he was sure that she could never be his ever.

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